sandi2,

Wow! Thank you, thank you! I needed that. What you wrote is so real. I will follow your direction. I'm regretting that move back into the MBR. My emotions are all over the place, but I'm slowly trying to take charge of them. Before the MBR move, I was doing pretty well by going dark. Trying to get the plan reformulated.

I would like your opinion.... We have a family vacation planned for next month, after the the bomb I told her I wasn't going. I'm getting pushback form my kids. I'm having a hard time with it. What do you think?

I will check back later. I work and live with the W, so its hard to be stealth. I would like any opinion on how to pull that off too with reading books and being on the threads. Can't imagine how I'm going to get a chance to read the books. Cant even get the books downloaded, W see every transaction and does the bookkeeping. Haven't needed to be secretive until now. Not easy with her being within feet of her.


M50 W46
D16 S14
Married 20
Bomb Drop 3/5/17