I feel for you so much because the raw emotions are apparent. I can relate to much of what you say, including the anger. But coming late to your posts, I am intrigued that you were so concerned about him not contacting you and having opportunity to contact you and then when he did twice you did not pick up and made excuses why you could not talk to him. Yes, I too would be concerned about the money issue, but it seems that he is trying to be more open and honest with you, and in response you are becoming less so with him. I wonder if you are very conflicted about wanting him back and perhaps holding on for some other reason (perhaps fear--I know in my case I obsess over him so I don't have to turn that harsh light on myself).
Take the anger out at the gym, or save it for later when you know what the outcome is. Everyone has anger. We have all been lied to, cheated on, ignored, we are all having to be the bigger and better person, etc. If you are really wanting to give this a chance, accept that he is trying to do better by you and to be a better person. Stop punishing him for the past. You don't have to figure out all of this today but if you push away the small movements he makes you will definitely not have a tomorrow with him, if that is what you want.
It seems to me that you need to do a lot more looking at yourself. But I see you are making a great start in that by acknowledging your anger. He is just not someone you can vent on right now.
