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I guess then I'd know for sure that she is not in slightest affected by all this and has moved on. It would allow me to shut the book on her. Definitively. Who knows?


The thing is, by looking at her stuff you are going down a dark, dark path. Been there. And it [censored].

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Really crushing my hope with this bit. Perhaps it's what I need to hear now.


Not meaning to, but its the only option.


There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.