Dealing with Devastation

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That's an awful thing to go through Wsh. I'm fairly confident now that there is no one else but her relationship with her boss made me wonder initially.

I am trying to keep everything positive enough. She did text a bit after leaving saying she finished a book and suggesting one for me. She also said that she liked that we talked and felt we were strengthening our friendship, she has some questions she wants to ask but feels "tapped out" right now. I told her to give me a call when she's ready to talk again. I also made it clear that I'm ok being friends now but I'm not closing the door on anything for our future to essentially say I won't be "friend-zoned". There's lots of positives I take away in the immediate aftermath but then later I remember I'm still here, she's still there, and she's still not "in love" with me.

Counseling tomorrow for the first time since these two meetings. Hoping to get something from that.