Blu.....I took a picture of what you wrote and I am going to look at it if I find myself becoming upset
Skyhigh.....last night when we spoke I told him that I had told myself that the next conversation we had it would be in person. He suggested that we could meet tonight. This was before he asked about the money, but believe me I also am thinking that he wants the money and that is why he is being nice. I did say to him that he could ask me for the money but that I might say no, and what did he think about that, and his answer was "well I guess I will have to accept that."
I am not taking my checkbook with me and I am not asking for an account numbers from him either. I really do need to think how I can handle this situation. I know it is his money, but still makes it hard to justify giving it to him. D*MN IT!!!!!
I want to think he is doing this to see how I am doing or maybe see if he can be around me.....but the scared side of me thinks otherwise. I definitely have my guard up. In our conversation last night it was the first time he actually asked me how I was doing. Every other convo with him as always been about him.
I will try to enjoy my time with him cause I have no idea when I will see him again.
