This sadness is bang on cue. It happens to all of us, absolutely totally normal. Not good as it comes with triggers.
There years in from BD and bang back it comes in a different guise to me.
I am always pleased when I see triggers creating action and the processing of emotion. I know recovery is slow for you, I read that you are determined that with WW it would have to be a reborn R. I also understand the stranger within concept as if a demon has possessed them. The one thing I have noticed is how the waywardness ages the wayward. Physically they become unrecognisable.
That makes it easier to loose the attraction. Waywardness is unattractive and hardens the facial features. No amount of posing disguises it.
You are doing great Cheesy.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
