I hear you loud and clear.I presume you and your H are still under the same roof? If so, your DB'ing has more chances of succeeding. You hang in there.
Also, I've made a point to avoid pubs, bars and clubs during this time. In this frame of mind I prefer to stay clear of alcohol.
Oh my gosh, yes. my friends are wanting me to drink my feelings away, and I just can't. I know the feelings will be there in the morning along with a terrible hangover and I can't deal. yes we are. things seem up one minute, then not. today was a bad day. he went to a co workers house last night after work for some beers, I never texted him, I said okay and let him be. got home fairly decent time (1:30) came straight to bed. this morning, he had asked if we were going to go hang out with my family (we do this every sunday). i said i wasnt sure because I am under the weather right now but he acted like he wanted to, so I agreed. when we got there he was very reserved, barely engaging in any conversation, completely avoided me. went to leave (we had to drive separate because he had to go to work from there) i intentionally avoided any physical contact with him because of the aloofness he was putting out all day, thought maybe he wanted space, but then he got frustrated that I never initiated a good bye hug and kiss. What the?? I just can't understand.
