"Sort of" great to see you here...how's the new marriage? Is it a blended family?
And how is your daughter?
NOT that it matters an iota, but I guess I must ask since this is a db site,
how's your ex in her new happy perfect world?
Anyhow, Maybe something triggered your emotions and recall. A song in the store could paralyze me.
And maybe the title "used to fight but don't anymore" means you are more at peace.??
Sometimes those of us in a high conflict marriages AND OR from a high conflict childhood, confuse peace with boredom, or it morphs into melancholy.
As for antidepressants and being allergic to them, there are too many variations and differences in the "families" of them, to rule them all out in one fell swoop.
And there are anti anxiety meds that are also from a different group.
AD's that work on serotonin, versus dopamine, versus MAO inhibitors,
versus anti anxiety meds, which are mostly (but not all) benzodiazepines.
Don't give up on therapy for this, or on all meds...
Hang in there, it will get better.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
