It takes two to make it work (pt. 6)

[SBJ]

So I've been leaning on this scripture for a while...
Matthew 10:26New American Bible (Revised Edition) (NABRE)

Courage Under Persecution. 26 “Therefore do not be afraid of them. Nothing is concealed that will not be revealed, nor secret that will not be known.[a]

I know that it is speaking of the truth of the word of God, but I have been wondering when or if either she will slip or I will hear from someone else about her plans.

Well last night it happened...having drinks with some of "our" friends and found out that the EA never ended and turned into a PA. Also explains some of the things that the W has said throughout this process..."that one day I will see what we were missing, but I just don't see it yet!" I guess that was her telling me that she had found it and that this guy is her soul mate.

I know everyone says that the A is just a symptom of the MLC, but this was an extra hard gut punch last night. I know that I need to let go and let God take over, but the hurt is real today. The feeling of betrayal and abandonment totally $ux.

I love my W totally and unconditionally, but why does her journey have to have so much of a negative affect on me, my kids and our extended family?

This guy is a total POS, narcissistic, bad boy, con artist...I refuse to believe that anything of a future could happen with them, but then again I never thought she'd do this to our family either. It is truly time for me to be her prayer warrior, but do it from a totally detached distance. Does anger allow us to detach better?

I have again realized that I do need to work on myself, but now realize even more that I'm not the one that is broken.