But, for my kids, for me, I will continue to be strong and hope that the Lord gives him the strength and courage to do the right thing... would buying him a white horse and a sword be considered controlling???
Probably. what's sad about me is, this is making me bitter again. Self-preservation is what I call it, building walls around my heart, trying to feel and look tough. When really, at a blink of an eye I can fall apart...
