There are days when it is like treacle, moving in and out of my life. Healing is very slow indeed.
Much of the time I am inefficient rather than ineffective.
I believe it is important to be clear and show the effects of this abuse on recovery.
It isn't peaches roses and sunshine. Even those far on the journey struggle. Well done on the self employment, its a great step to risk being entrepreneurial truly. It can free you too as you are likely in charge of your own destiny. It is difficult to recover from the realisation you were never loved, the cognitive dissonance makes doubt. Am I unloveable?
Is it my weight, my this or that?
It is truly difficult when the spell break occurs to go back. Once you know then you can never unknow.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
