helies,

You've made some really valid points. My heart is open to her. But, the wound she left has made it raw. Too raw at the moment. Time will tell if it is able to heal from this trauma.

I did want to respond to her today. But, I didn't. I feel the train has left the station on this one. I waited too long to decide. And now feel it would just be too awkward. I hope there will be another - not driven by some catastrophe but, because she thinks of me and really wants to know how I am doing.

On a lighter note, I got a new haircut today. I look similar to how I was just before we got married. Just a little seasoned. I feel little better. Going to go out to nice cafe for a few hours and take in some Spring air.


Me:35 W:35
M:5 T:7
NO KIDS
S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017
BD: 7th Mar 2017
GD: 6 weeks