Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[Coly23]

Hey Altair, how are you doing?

Yes your right, I need to start fo using on myself and not whether I hear from him or if what I do or say will get him back.

We have such a busy few months coming up with D doing her final exams and getting ready to go to college. I need to concentrate on her because she needs me more right now.

This morning I had a big cry. I shut my eyes tight and prayed to God. I told him that although this isn't what I wanted for my life I accept what has happened and that I vow to live the life that he has given me as best I can for myself and my D. H is on his own journey and I have to respect that.

As for GAL. We are off to see my baby sister today as it is her birthday tomorrow but as its Mother's Day she has invited everyone over for afternoon tea today. Then tomorrow myself and D are indulging in another afternoon tea for Mother's Day. By the end of the weekend I fear I'll be as big as a house!!

Love to you all!

Ps Job, thank you so much for linking my old thread :0)