Bird,

Just wanted to say your last post sounded more confident and peaceful.

I know the whys are killers. Why are they doing this or that? Stop asking. You don't know and H probably doesn't know either and trying to figure out why only uses up your precious time and emotional energy.

You are doing great.

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving