Again woke up in the middle of the night. I and the team had been working so hard at work. One of my empolyees while aiming top brought rock bottom result. I felt the first time I had marriage trouble and the impact to work. I asked the team to weight in as there still is 1 more week till the end of quarter.
I don't know at home W is saying nothing about the money which she now directs to her own account. All bills everything on me. I will have to put a boundry bit I am so rubbish at it.
On the wekend Saturday she said wants to go to a museum with the kids and inadvetently asked me to come. Sunday we will do cycling and guests will be over.
I have to get my sleep routine back. I didn't feel bad during the day but can get irritible during the day. That worries me. It is such a battle.
Gardening will be my GAL this weekend.
Me: 43, W: 43 M: 16, T: 18 D - 7, D - 7 ILUB: 26 August 2014 Still living together
