I clicked on the message my mistake a few hours ago so technically, I've only just read it. But, your perspective is interesting. Yes, I do want her to think of me as a normal person. And normally I would've replied. But, this isn't a normal situation. I've just scrolled through the messaged I sent her for a couple of days after she walked out. And not a single sentence to make me feel better. Not even 'I'm sorry'. Nearly two weeks of not initiating contact and I didn't get single message to even check if I was alive or dead. It was brutal and heartless.
What I felt as soon as I did hear from her was rejection. She rejected me. She rejected us. She rejected our future together. And my heart seems to have that emotion on loop. But, I do see your point about responding to contact.Perhaps, I've made an error?
Me:35 W:35 M:5 T:7 NO KIDS S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017 BD: 7th Mar 2017 GD: 6 weeks