Quote: I'm not asking for permission to feel what I feel or standing up and pulling a Horshack and yelling, "Oh, Oh, pick me, Mr. W. pick me!"
As well you shouldn't.
As I told you a few days back via e-mail:
Maybe someday I will doubt my decision based on the fact that I may NEVER get the love I crave if I stay in this relationship. To stay, at this point, is my choice and my choice alone. Yes, my H is trying. Is it enough? Not always. Only time will tell if it will be at some point.
Do you deserve more than what you are getting? Hell yeah! If anyone does, it's you. I would like nothing better than to see you in a relationship full of mutual respect and love.
So, no, you didn't ask my permission for any of this, nor am I giving it. I am, though, giving you my support. Not that you need it, but because it is all I have to give.
I hope that didn't sound mean, because I meant it in nothing but a loving way!
