Just a vanilla change 34

[Vanilla]

I am slowly going under. Legal fees are crippling me and I can no longer pay my bills.

Frankly I don't know how I have stayed afloat so long, sometimes just by the skin of my teeth.

The Gigalo has done a real number on my finances, I work all the hours that are available. Often I am ineffective and inefficient.

I am very low indeed and my sleep is almost non existent.

Somehow I always muddle through although I think not this time. I have laid off three staff to cut cost and am about to do so with a fourth that's 50% gone. I take up the slack myself and now there is a limit.

Maybe I am as incompetent and awful as the Gigalo says?

Anxiety is at an all time high.

V