We had a few dates over last few weeks. All have been forced and difficult. Kids are suffering terrible. They were all great kids but have gotten violent with each other now, my 12 year old daughter and my eight-year-old son have been the most effective so far. My son is having massive anxiety and panic doesn't want to go to school anymore afraid that his friends are gonna make fun of him, no one in his school is really divorce. And my 12-year-old daughter has just been very quiet and reserved now.
Just found out today that my wife has been telling a mediator who have been trying to help us that she is not seeing any hope and has no feelings for me. Wife asked if I can watch the kids Thursday through Monday so she could go off on a vacation. I said no problem.
In all honesty, I'm headed back to Miami in two weeks, to spend a weekend with friends. I went out this past weekend and hit some of the nightspots and had a great time. I felt liberated. But am not sure whether it's a good thing to be flirting and dancing with available women in that environment. The truth is however that is the absolute first to that I detached fully from my w.
Wonder if anyone else has experience? And someways, I actually thought that if my wife found out that I was doing that she would get incredibly jealous Who knows.
------ Me 45, W 50 M1 - 1994 D1 - 2000 T-8 M-2.5 No children M2 (current w)- 2003 T-14 M-14 BD1 - Jan 2016 Sept 7 2016, Piecing BD2 - Nov 2016, IWAD Jan 2017, Piecing D-12, D-10,D-10,D-10,D-9,S-8
