A WW? (7)

[lt0402]

D and I are doing much better after the "crisis" last week. Poor kid had the flu so we spent the weekend being lazy. Open House for our place on Sunday so we had to vacate. Didn't want to take D to relatives house so we camped out in the car for two hours.

W wanted to me to go somewhere else, instead of the car w/ D and her, but I told her no, I'd like to be with D and I'd be happy to stay with D if W wanted to do something. Really was wanting to spend time w/ D after having a long week at work.

D also followed it up (she didn't hear Ws and my conversation) saying that she really wanted me to hang out during the open house. So D and I joked and played iPad together in the back of the car. Close enough to a place with Wifi so we "borrowed" that and had a good time together. W went to go get coffee and offered to bring me some, then about 10 minutes in she complained how the smell of my coffee made her want to barf. Insanity. She's "nice" when she needs something, but rude brutal to be around the rest of the time.

W has been nothing but angry the past few days. I think it's from the stress of selling our place + D being sick. As far as I know, she has yet to find a rental for us. Starting to think I'll need to come up w/ a backup plan just in case.

Asked W last night what time a showing was today for our house. She responded back with a snide comment, to which I said "Excuse Me?" and then I got an answer, followed by a mumbled, "I've said it like 3 times". The mood wears on me, but still grinding through it and trying not to let it affect me. Some success, but tough to bite my tongue at times and I push back.

W is back to drinking every evening and has been for about a month. She's also sleeping on the couch until 5am each morning, and then coming up to bed. Been doing that for about the same amount of time. Even the nights D has slept in our bed, she keeps that routine. Not sure what to make of all that.

Still going but a lot of uncertainty currently. Seems to be par for the course.