Gordie, thanks for you response. I intend on getting one of the books to read. My H knows I sincerely appreciate his hard work, i tell him all the time. I even tell him he doesn't have to feel like he has to work every day of the week, bills will always be there but time won't.
We have gone through the love languages thing several years ago, we are both very aware of what each others' needs are. during his bomb he told me that he's not sure he is capable of providing me with the things i require- physical touch part. he said he doesn't know why, he just isn't that kind of person. He is an acts of service person, so he wants me to keep the house clean, cook for him, etc. which i do a lot of, maybe not all the time but i try really hard to keep a clean home and healthy food in his belly.
his behavior the past few days has been extremely difficult to understand...very distant and cold one minute, then the next asking me a whole bunch of questions about what I'm doing and where I'm going, etc. this morning after I announced I was leaving for a while to go to my thing, he actually gave me a hug and a kiss. last night he wouldn't touch me.....
I'm trying my hardest to ride this wave with my head held high and a smile on my face but it is so difficult. as far as kids go....we just aren't ready to let go of our freedom yet. we are both on the fence. so, we are on the same page with that.
