Just wanted to give ya'll an update since its been a while and so many of you were so kind and helpful. I didn't want you to think that I was ungrateful and all. The past couple of months have been progressively better in most ways. Things are almost back to normal between me and H. Very rarely does he mention it anymore and if he does its a quick remark. I had to go to Vegas for a work convention mid-February and that was when I heard the most of it, but it wasn't the typical hate spewed. It was more of him being nervous that I was going to do something dumb again. I was gone for about 5 days and we talked on the phone a few nights and texted. I got a lot of "I love you's" and "please be smart." So, that all went good. Since then, things have been pretty good too. I get texts during the day saying he loves me and our regular casual talks we used to have during the day. I feel good again. If anything changes, I'll be back to give my update haha, but just wanted to tell y'all thank you for keeping me sane and giving me hope throughout this!
