Sotto, such strength in each of your posts. I really look up to you and hope I will be where you are now. You have so much insight and so much wisdom to offer.
Please start a new thread and if you have time, please link your threads together.
Thanks!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.