helies,

I really hope that ends up being true. I really do. That she misses me, remembers me, feels me. But, at this stage it doesn't look like she cares one bit. Not even a message to see if I am alive or dead! No compassion. No love. Absolutely nothing.

TBH, I feel that she doesn't love me anymore. And rather than tell me to my face. She is showing me. She is trying to kill my love for her. So I give up and walk away. This has truly been on my mind for the last couple of days.


Me:35 W:35
M:5 T:7
NO KIDS
S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017
BD: 7th Mar 2017
GD: 6 weeks