. I am finding today that my excitement at his starting things back up is fading, and with that I'm wondering - do I even want him back
That's called growing within your own self and accepting the reality of it all.
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He still hasn't even give me a reason for the whole separation, except "I need some time".
One of the things I learned a long time ago is that you won't get an effective reason...not at all. It is what it is. I still don't have one and my divorce was done last week. I learned to accept the fact that there are some things one will never learn...AND there are some things that we should not know. Ever.
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. I want to go back to being excited to hear from him. I know these thoughts are here with a purpose though, and I must work through them
He's on his own road...one that only has room for him. Make of it what you will... Own your road. That's all you can do.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
