I am concerned for you and am going to encourage you to ask for medical help. Sometimes we are ashamed to ask, like it's a failing. Help is important and a big step.
Your M is falling apart, you have every right to be down. Chicken and egg, down and BD!
Join the club, there are many members, let me give you a T shirt, the slogan is a positive one, I am working to be a man only a fool would leave.
I am encouraging you to seek IC and medical help, come join us in this the water is lovely.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
