Not really sure why, but I am having quite a bit of anger towards H today. Haven't interacted with him, but I have been doing a lot of thinking about this situation I am in and how he has just not given a SH*T about me at all. I really don't know how much longer I can do this. It is not doing me any good.
I really want to just call him and tell him "please just go file for D" and put me out of my misery
