Keep coming here for encouragement, we understand what you are going through. It is weird how they are so casual about what's happening. My ex texted me after our D was final to tell me about a new dermatologist she went to and recommended to me and our friends. I thought to myself really??? So strange.
Hang in there.
W:42 M:48 T:9 yrs M:1yr BD: Feb 2016 EA Confirmed: Feb 2016/PA July 2016 D: Feb 2017