Wife left two days before our wedding anniversary!

[jbroken]

Hi leahsue, thanks for checking up on me - I find a lot of comfort that. This has been a bad day for me so far. I just can't get over how hard hearted my W must be to not even care if I am alive or dead. How does love just die like that? Even on a compassionate basis. Makes me wonder if she ever loved me at all. The thought that I'm not in her thoughts or that she isn't missing me right now causes a pain in me that I can't really describe in words.

I know I have to detach in my head. But whether or not I can detach my heart only time will tell. For the moment I am just taking each day as it comes - good or bad. I know I should have no expectations that GD will work and she may reach out in time. But, somewhere deep inside I can't seem to extinguish that faint glimmer of hope that we still have a fighting chance. I know that may across as deluded to everyone here - it certainly does to others in my life. But, it's just the truth.