Thanks for your support. It just kills me that the W seems to be doing well and I feel these rollercoaster of pain, embarrassment and rejection.
And even though I've GD I just can't shake all this off. I keep telling myself 'she doesn't deserve me' and 'I'll show her' but doesn't seem to be working.
Me:35 W:35 M:5 T:7 NO KIDS S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017 BD: 7th Mar 2017 GD: 6 weeks