Thanks Hawho. Yes it's surreal yet a sense of reality has set in.
Bttrfly, yes I'm going to have to figure something out to get together. That would be good for me.
W's parents came to town yesterday so the kids were w/them today. W texted me early to ask if she could take one of the pups today. Idk why, her parents are taking one but she went to work today (funny she takes every other Saturday off to leave town but works when they come). theirs is the only one left and when she got here this morning she got totally po'd at me because the other one left yesterday. I told her I sold him the day I knew. She was nasty and spinning, telling me how she wanted to say bye. She didn't care for any of the others, telling me she didn't want to see them off. I think she was trying to push buttons. she picked up the kid's swimming stuff and when I told her their life jackets were probably too small now she said she was just going to take them so I wouldn't throw a fit. This is while she was trying to fold up the crate with stuff in it slamming it down because she was mad. I just let her be, didn't apologize but said if I knew you wanted to see him I would have let you know. Didn't bring up that she told me her phone was dead last night or she would've known.
I told her I got a pic of another one I sold a couple weeks before and she asked to see. She told me she got a pic of one too. A little later she sent it to me and it said "here." Nice...I just had to laugh. It seems like I'm doing better at stepping back from things and observing. When she stopped after work she was nicer but I kind of felt some pent up anger, actually maybe it was more disgust, seeing her. I noticed it and let it go but it did take some work. I kind of just wanted her to leave but I was nice.
She's supposed to stop w/her parents tomorrow morning to pick him up. Not excited about that but I am excited to see the kids, otherwise I probably would've been busy and not here.
Keeping busy this weekend, it was beautiful today so I trimmed a few trees and cut a few down in areas that needed thinned then went and hit some golf balls then relaxed.
