Hi leahsue,

I intend to GD until the W makes initial contact. I fear that she may not for a while and the thought of her not wanting to really breaks my heart. At the same time I'm still hopeful that she will. It is really confusing. I feel like it is a sort of punishment.

It's been a week and already a common 'friend' posted a group pic on FB with her smiling from ear to ear. She been liked and commented on posts for a couple of days too. Functioning as though nothing's happened.

I also feel this some sort of ploy to give me time to accept the situation so somehow I end up filing for D! What a clusterf**k this whole situation is.


Me:35 W:35
M:5 T:7
NO KIDS
S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017
BD: 7th Mar 2017
GD: 6 weeks