I just read my last posts....the night of the 12/19 I ended up in emergency....it turned out that I had bacterial meningitis and fell into a coma for 9 days. Woke up completely deaf, paralyzed and half blind. I just returned from hospital two days ago...will always be deaf, don't know about my vision as it's still very poor and paralysis is getting better and I'm in a wheelchair now hoping eventually to be able to walk again. So this is what can happen if you let the grief and depression take over your body.... Husband came back from his holiday when the kids told him what had happened and helped them. He is still pushing for financial separation so I have lawyers to deal with on top of this. He is trying to support but at the same time still blaming me for various things...I'm finding it very difficult to come to terms with what has happened to me and that husband is still in MLC despite what has happened these last three months. I would have thought this would be a huge wake up call for him...we are coming up to a whole year since he moved out beginning of April. Any support, words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated right now as my mood is at an all time low...
