Hello! Happy St. Patty's Day!! Isn't everyone Irish on the 17th of March?!? Hee hee.
I don't know if it is the therapy, if my detachment has increased, the saging I have done, or what, but I feel pretty good today. Except, I do have a low grade headache that won't go away. It is possibly a side effect of the EMDR. I will have to look into that with my therapist later today.
Even though D may be on the horizon, rather than think about all the potential downsides, I am looking at houses on the internet and imagining what it would be like to live in them, just S and I. It's kinda exciting to think about.
It's weird, I don't have this doom and gloom feeling inside of me. I can't explain it. Don't get me wrong, I don't want a D. And if it happens, I know I will be sad. But maybe I will be okay. Sharing custody of S will still be awful too.
Maybe I'm just cycling. What goes up . . . you know the rest.
