Thank you Job and Wonka.
You are right. there is no point to this. I needed to vent. I cried in the arm of a wonderful woman who lived through it. The similarity in our exs is unbelievable. We often help one another. This morning, she helped me. I doubted myself for the past 3 days because of our fight. I was full of anger and anxiety with feeling of worthlessness. She brought me back into reality. I was weak, for a moment.

This afternoon, I get an invite to go to a theater event at the end of this month. smile