Thank you for starting a new thread and linking them together.
I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today. It's never easy to end something, especially a marriage, but at the end of the day, you've tried everything to keep your marriage together. They always say that the divorce decree is nothing more than a piece of paper and reconciliation is always possible. Time will tell if you and your wife get back together (I hope you do, if you still love her.)
I'm also glad you booked your first Reiki session. You need an outlet to release the stress and this is a good way to do so.
Please take care of yourself and your beautiful children.
Thinking of you today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.