Thanks for your support and your words. Though some of it has been hard to take in I will admit.
If she has had an affair then I guess that would be it for us. But, I really don't know and it's killing me.
And if she doesn't love me or isn't 'in love' with me that means she never did or was. I don't know what could be a worst feeling.
They say if you love someone let them go, if they return, they are yours, if they don't, they never were. These words keep resonating with me at the moment.
After my long emotional message on Sunday-which she read but did not reply to-I've gone dark. Is her silence my response? I suppose I'm still hopeful that she is taking time, that perhaps her heart will soften.
Am I doing the right thing for now? I really have no idea.
Me:35 W:35 M:5 T:7 NO KIDS S: 3rd Nov 2016 to 4th Feb 2017 BD: 7th Mar 2017 GD: 6 weeks
