I agree with JujuB, you do have this. Physically your body is showing some wear and tear of the pressure it has been under. You are my friend a giant amoungst us here in the DB world and you have been formidable in your handling of Giggalo. You work 80 hour weeks and gym in your down time and you are becoming a lawyer in the minutes that you are not sleeping. And then you a the friend and confidant to many here and in other secret places. A few sweet treats to counteract the pressure and stress is not the end of the world my dear friend. Remember the storms pass, spring follows winter. Today was a day without the sun and today your body needed something more and different. You are loved and appreciated Lady V. Hold your ground Lady V, you have more than you know.