It takes two to make it work (pt. 6)

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Ok I lost it today. The W texted to see if I had spoken to my attorney. I kind of ignored and then forgot to respond. She called later while I was at the grocery store and began asking questions about it saying that it's been 6 months and how she is concerned about running out of money. I said I'd look into it and the she kept them coming. I lost my cool and kind of blew up. Basically saying that D is wrong and will have detrimental effects on our kids down the line. I ended with have your attorney call mine.

She then said that I don't care how she feels. Maybe she is correct. I thought I always put her cares and concerns before mine, but in this instance I guess she might be right.

In retrospect I guess I have been dragging my feet on getting my attorney paperwork together...I guess it is frustrating her. She wants to be divorced asap. I feel at this point I have to totally drop the rope, have the divorce paperwork completed, and say WTF. I want to fight for our M, but I only have control over myself.