I'm okay and I know I'm going to be okay no matter what. I went through hell the last time, and came out better.

You're right. I can't fix or change anything, nor do I want to further enable him.

I feel satisfied knowing that I really did give it my all. I CAN change for the better, I CAN grow, and I WILL continue to grow for the better.

I feel like a survivor now, no longer a victim.