I think it's time that I stop insisting that I understand his lifestyle because he is so convinced that I don't, because truthfully I don't fully understand it. I understand the demands of his work, I understand that his friends work in nightlife, but I don't understand why he would rather be there night after night instead of spending time with his family. I don't understand why fans "women" can take pictures with my husband groping him or sitting on this lap. He IS gone all the time, so our time together is even more precious. I can't convince him to see the value in what the kids and I have because he has never experienced it himself. When I pull back, it translates as rejection to him. I can't control how he sees things.
