There are many days that I feel great at detaching.. and then there are days like today where I get an onset of what feels like a Panic Attack and can't stop thinking about her and the future and what could have been
It never totally goes away, as witnessed by my bad days the last couple of days. Lessens, yes. Leaves, no.
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can the trust be rebuilt
Hardest question there is to answer. When the depth of lies/deceit/unfaithfulness/etc have been uncovered, it makes it near impossible. I guess the bigger question is what runs through one's mind if they are "late" or "held up" or whatever? Any doubts...
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
