Tomorrow's a new day

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I had to laugh.  Jeep calls me Chewie from Star Wars and now Gump is calling me James Bond.  I guess I'm a giant hairy secret agent.   Lol.. sometimes it's the little things that help take the edge off my day.  So thank you both.

Something I don't mention much of here is my R with my older daughter.  We have always had a difficult R where as she has almost always gotten along well with her father. Based on things she's said to me, it's very clear he talks about our D with her since she repeats his twisted version of things.

She has such animosity for me and her 2 siblings that when H stated he was going to take her with him, I agreed.  But I've watched him make bad decision after bad decision with her these last couple of weeks and now I'm torn.  For the welfare of my other children,  it is best that she go with her father.  Yes, it really is that bad. But I'm not sure it's in HER best interest.  I don't know what to do.

Tonight H asked me about the papers he received because they state I want custody of all 3.  I told him my concerns. Such a draining conversation. I am mentally and emotionally exhausted.

So let's add a text I get from an old friend just minutes after talking to H.  It's a screen shot of our state website showing my D filing.  It kind of hit me sideways. It's becoming reality