This afternoon has been much better than this morning. Maybe I worded the big boy pants wrong. But, you get the drift.
You are right. I had to look within to see what I am. I'm getting there. I know I can't compare her present self to the one I dated and married. I think that's one of the hardest parts.
And I don't recognize this new her - or is it this old her with the layers pulled back revealing her true self? Oh geez, its enough to give one a headache.
At the end of the day, this is about me and how I process things. I am starting to cherish and embrace the past...just that yesterday and today weren't particularly good ones.
It's like the ocean...all comes in waves.
Thank you so much, my friend.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
