Thank you, my friend. I, too, feel violated. I thought my suffering was done a while ago - for some reason it hit me hard yesterday and again today. I don't know why.
Staying busy helps me, too. But what does most is an activity that really requires my concentration.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
