It could be because i've been at home, in my own bed, and with my kids for several days in a row. But, it could be that i'm turning a corner on this whole thing. Or something else completely.
I found my answer - being at my home with my kids. For the next 6 nights, i'll be away and when I realized that this, it took away some of the joy i had the past few days. Not that i'm now sad and depressed, but i'm not as happy as I was the past few mornings.
Today's lack of joy could also be that i'm tired, since i stayed up a little too late packing and then my toddler woke me up a few times last night.
M:39 W:36 - D1:2 D2:6 11/19/16 BD1: ILYBNILWY, EA/PA Dec/Jan: MC, pursuing, not DBing 1/11/17 BD2: W wants 1 month break 2/1/17: Divorce Remedy. Start DBing 2/17/17 BD3: W - separation to start D process