WW saying she feels alone, stuck at home in the day. But between a rock & a hard place as she doesn't feel like meeting people and doing things.
WW nearly crying on Saturday after the argument, saying that my actions always made things harder for her. WW NEVER cries. I have seen it once, when she was pregnant. She suffers from anxiety and depression also, which I have mentioned earlier in my sitch, and her anxiety has been worse recently - breathing and heart pounding.
My GAL has improved, and on Thursday and Tuesday we were doing some BJJ work Brazilian Jujitsu) - I've never done any grappling work before, so this was really good for me. Left me with some good aches. There's a couple of young ladies who were training there, and while you gentlemen may think it sounds erotic to be straddled by a lady in her early 20's, when they're trying to stab you with a knife (even a plastic training knife), there's precious little erotic about it at all. Those girls take no prisoners
-- Me: 47 WW: 35 SS: 17 D: 5 T: 7 yrs Engaged: 2 yrs OEA confirmed: August 17 2016 ongoing since April 2016. OEA continues (with occasional breaks) BD2 - W says will visit OM in Jan 18
