my wife can't decide (II)

[WillDo]

Again up early and jotting. I rread an article from Michele where it says count ups and downs. So yeah when you think things are better, I hit bottom. I am worried not to reflect it at work. In a sense I dont feel very different as past year I was Cinderella. She still ignored me. Didn't connect. Spoke with me and tension was low. But as she said she just tried to coexisted and continued to see OM. In another article the person gave up mentioning as will have to ait the partner to decide. I thouggt my W had. I continue to do 180 and focus on the kids.