The dreaded what-ifs are rearing their head now. It's crazy that they would after what happened and her behavior this past Friday at our last proceeding. I was looking through a trip site and our wedding place was featured. We got married in a little chapel in a destination place in the mountains. Most beautiful scenery. I remember how we drove up to it and being so excited and taking in all of the sights and stop-offs. Then driving around looking at the changing leaves, water falls, and all. And our little cabin as part of the honeymoon package.

I don't know what made that pop into my head. Damn ghost.


There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.