Ugh....I read mine too...trying to see if I missed something, which I didn't...I miss the fun banter back and forth as well and emailing during work to pass the time....I don't know why we do it....ugh...why did they change its so frustrating...........
I've gone over mine a thousand times before our divorce was done. From the beginning to the end. Funny thing, I've picked up on the flags that I should have seen but thought they were just little tendencies. Now I know better.
But, yet I still read them. I really don't know why I torture myself like that. This morning didn't bring any sadness to reading them, but at the same time the what ifs crept in. Geez.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.